It's been three months now that I am still unemployed, and I really don't want the feeling of being bummed for the whole day. My daily routine was waking up so late (11:00 AM to be exact), checking my email, FB and twitter, eat-sleep-watch cycle all over again. I've been regretting my decision to leave my job, well it was actually a force decision from my mom. I was a call center agent before, I tried my luck on a BPO company after taking the NLE last July, 2010. I've been working there for one year (August 2010 to August 2011), and I must say that I am happy with the people around me. For me, they are the nicest people to work with. I am very close to my supervisor and to my team mates, and I really miss them into bits.
Going back to my title "happy pills", I literally need one. I pitied myself for being so unfortunate to find job as a nurse. I also envied others, for they are now working in hospitals as a full pledge nurse. When I go to sleep, I always ask myself, "Why did I choose this course?" and honestly, I don't know how to answer my own question. I always ended up praying and talking to God, asking for His guidance and lead me to a better direction. I believe that God will walk with me on my life's journey. I am holding on that He has His plans for me. Good things come to those who waits! But for now, I really need some happy pills :)